Last couple of days were really crazy, I was doing a lot of things, that I am afraid of, I don`t know- maybe to fight my fear?...
Or simply because it seemed like fun, even though it made my blood freeze in my veins XD
Yes, I admit it- I get really stressed when it comes to public performances -_-
Unless it is a play; or a performance, when I know, that everybody knows I`m acting- or at least a decent bunch of them knows that.
But first I was playing the piano in front of the CROWD, than I was performing a sock-puppet dance - well, ok, it was only my hand with a sock on it. But it was rather outstanding, with a top had, and everything; if I had made a mistake- the audience would have noticed -_-
Luckily, all wentwell, we won a talent show, I got a plastic bottle with a school logo on it, in other words- flawless victory. It`s just it ate half of my stamina.
And today in the morning...really, really early....I was singing solo, sopran, in Italian, in front of even bigger CROWD XD
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Some could ask- why am I doing this to myself?! XD
Seriously- I have no idea.